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Dust Angels
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Sapphire saw me while I was still a ways off, and waved. When I got to the vacant lot next to our house, she left the others practicing and came to meet me.
"Hec's saying he wants to go to OC to get a look at the manual for, uhm --"
"For the 1802," Hec said from where he was practicing.
"Yeah, and I want to look at the 8080 manual, too," Cyndy added.
"Should we go?" Sapphire asked. "You want to look at the manuals too, don't you? I think Mom would approve."
I looked over to Rick.
He said, "Hec seems to be in a hurry to get his letter of inquiry off."
"My fault for sending mine so early?" I shrugged. "I'm pretty sure they wouldn't throw a couple of well-behaved high school seniors out of the library, though."
Sapphire looked a little disappointed.
Rick replied, "We can go again on the weekend. I want to get a little more look at the manuals they have."
I lifted my carrier bags off my shoulders. "I've got some customers who just told me they wanted to pay tonight for September."
"Is that going to take long?" Sapphire asked.
"If I ride my bike, maybe fifteen minutes. Can you study by yourself while I go get their money?"
"I could go with."
Ivette said, "They'll think Joey is training a new carrier."
Sapphire looked thoughtful. I grinned lopsidedly.
Maralea added, "And they may make up reasons why the new carrier is Joe's girlfriend."
I lost my grin and Sapphire looked even more thoughtful.
Hec said, "Cyndy and I were planning to eat with my family tonight. Could we meet you back here about seven thirty?"
Sapphire's brow wrinkled slightly. "Mom was wanting us to eat at our house tonight."
I lifted my bags back up and over my head, covering my face. "Slow down," I complained through the fabric and leftover newspapers. (I usually had a couple left over.)
Sapphire reached her arm around my back under the bags and leaned her head against my chest.
I lifted the bags back off and wrapped my arm around her waist.
"Rick, don't you need to be heading out?" I asked.
"Yeah. Mara's pretty close by, isn't she? I could run her home."
Cyndy said, "You need to get something to eat, Rick. We'll make sure she gets home."
Mara said, "Well, if you guys are going to study at the OC library, maybe I could go with?"
I dropped my bags and reached out to bump fists with Rick.
He hesitated, not raising his fist for the bump. "Anyway, take notes." he replied.
"Gotcha."
He raised his fist resignedly, and we bumped fists. "I guess I'll see you guys tomorrow. Give me a call tonight, Joe." He turned towards his car, then turned back. "Oh, and thanks for the coaching me today, Mara. You really don't mind doing this?"
"Not at all. See you tomorrow."
There was a chorus of "Tomorrow!" and "See you!" And Rick left.
"Ivette, are you needing to go?" I asked.
"I can give you a little more than a half an hour if we start now."
I calculated the time in my head. "Okay, Hec, we'll see you and Cyndy in front of the library about seven thirty. Sapphire, give your mom a call and ask for a rain check, and we'll eat here tonight so I can squeeze things in. I'll ditch out of dinner preparations to go collect after we work out with Ivette."
Sapphire turned to me and blinked slowly.
"Unless you have another plan," I added.
"Let me call my mom. Mara, you need to call your mom, too, don't you?"
"Probably. Can I eat with you guys, Joe?"
"I'm sure. No problem."
"I could study here while you and Sapphire work out, and then we could go to OC."
I nodded. "I think I can squeeze things in that way. If I can borrow the car. I don't want to give two girls a ride on the back of my bike."
Sapphire said, "Huh uh. Nope."
And Maralea gave me a sardonic smile.
Cyndy and Ivette laughed. Hec shook his head.
We all went inside and I got permission from Mom to borrow the truck since Linda Lee was using the Colt.
Sapphire called her Mom and motioned me close to listen in while the phone rang.
Her mother answered.
"Mom?"
"Yes, hun?"
"Cyndy and Hec are talking about going to the OC library to research their microprocessors, and it might help them get in if Joe and I could go with. Would it be okay if we studied with them for about an hour? Maralea will be there, too."
There was a pause. "Well, I'm glad you called now, because I was just going to get started fixing dinner, and I guess you're going to want to eat at Joe's house tonight?"
"Well, yeah."
"So I have to change dinner plans. But I can do that. Will you both come home to study after that?"
Sapphire looked up at me, letting the phone turn my direction.
"Sounds good," I said.
"Hi, Joe."
"Hello, Mrs. Andrews."
"I was planning to have you over for dinner tonight. How about tomorrow?"
"Sure. Thanks. I think that would be great."
There was another pause. "Okay. Dad will be disappointed."
"Thanks Mom!" Sapphire grinned in relief. "Tell Dad thanks, too."
"Hah. I'm sure he won't mind too much."
"Thanks, Mrs. Andrews. I'll be looking forward to tomorrow."
"We will, too."
Maralea called her folks and got permission, as well. With that settled, Cyndy and Hec took off.
Maralea took her books out into the den with Ivette.
Sapphire poked me in the stomach. "You need some support today."
"Support?"
"You're going to make me say it?"
"Ahh," I stalled while I cast about for ideas what she was talking about. Then I remembered. "Oh. That. You're making me guess about that? You had no problem talking about it at club."
"We're alone now. I'm glad you're not going to make me help you look for it."
I nodded sheepishly. "Hang on for a sec."
"I'm not going anywhere." She grinned.
I went to my room and shut the door, dug a clean jock strap out of my underwear drawer and changed into gym shorts and tee-shirt while I was at it. (I guess it might have been Bike brand instead of Jock.) And refrained from thinking about who was waiting for me around the corner in the living room while I was changing clothes.
"All protected?" she asked when I came back.
"I guess."
As we walked through the door to the den, she said, "Rick and Hec had questions, so we just worked over stuff we did yesterday and today with them. You don't have any questions, so I think you and I should work on your abs."
I gave her a quizzical look. "I don't have questions? Not that I think I'd know what questions to ask."
"You don't have questions."
"No?"
"You need to work on your abdominal muscles."
Maralea looked up from her homework. "Do I hear someone being pushy?"
Ivette, who was sitting at the table, said, "Nope. Joey needs to work on his abs."
"Am I being pushy?" Sapphire raised her eyebrows.
"Ah, yes, but I think I need to work on my abs. Questions will wait."
"Good. Let's start with the pushups we didn't do yesterday."
Maralea gave me a sideways look.
"I really don't know what questions to ask yet, and I think Sapphire is right about my abs."
"Oh-kay." She turned back to her books.
Sapphire grinned and said, "I think I might understand why my Mom gets worried. Sometimes I am pushy. Anyway, let's start with four knee push-ups, elbows out."
"Elbows out?" I held my hands up in front of my face with my elbows extended out, fingers touching in front of my nose.
"Like that, but put your hands below your shoulders, not below your face."
I got on my hands and knees with my elbows out away from my sides, hands below my shoulders as she said, then extended my legs to rest on my knees, and did four quick knee push-ups, ending in the air.
She knelt beside me, observing.
"Now on your toes, four more."
I brought my knees off the floor and remembered the previous evening's discussion of muscles pulling, not pushing, and did four full push-ups.
While I was doing those, she got down beside me and did push-ups, too.
"Stop in the air," she said as I got to the fourth.
I stopped after the fourth.
"Now think of your abdominal muscles contracting and pulling your chest towards your knees and causing your hips to rise."
"I'm thinking about it."
"You're hips are not lifting. Think about it with your muscles. Watch me."
She raised her hips up toward the ceiling without appearing to use her legs or arms.
I thought about it with my muscles, and my hips rose, too.
"Make a nice triangle with the floor." She showed me.
I made the triangle. "My abs, I guess, aren't used to this," I grunted with my hips in the air.
"Lower your hips slowly and go face down on the floor and extend your arms all the way out."
She scooted away far enough that our arms wouldn't bump into each other, and lay face down on the floor, and I followed her lead.
"Mmmph. This floor is dusty." I turned my face sideways. "I suppose I should go get a broom and sweep it."
"No time. Remember how we all used to make snow angels in elementary when it snowed?" She brushed her arms along the floor, above her head and then down to her sides.
"Yeah. So you want me to make dust angels?"
I heard Maralea snort.
"Something like that, but just your arms. Four. You'll survive."
"Not swinging my legs?"
"Not facing down. That's not going to have results we want."
"Okay." I turned my face to the dusty floor and brushed my arms up over my head and down to my sides across the floor four times.
"Hands under your shoulders for push-ups, but bring your elbows in to your waist." She showed me what she meant, bringing her arms down by sides, with her hands under her shoulders. "And do four more knee push-ups, and four more on your toes, make a triangle again, and do four more snow angels." She laughed. "Dust angels."
I heard Maralea and Ivette both chuckle.
She started the set.
I brought my elbows in like she had and did the set without comment.
"One more time with your elbows out. See if you can get your arms in a straight line from your elbow to your neck to your elbow while you're doing knee push-ups and keep that line for the full push-ups."
I put my elbows out and she got up and traced the line from my elbow to my other elbow with her hand.
I adjusted my elbows to get the line a little straighter and she moved off a bit so she could do them with me. We did the set without comment.
"How are your muscles?" She got up and rubbed my back.
"Okay. Doing the dust angels seems to help my arms recover. Not the dust, though. Just the angels. Dust doesn't help."
She laughed. "Good. One more set with your elbows in."
And we both did another set with our elbows in.
She got up. "Roll over."
I rolled over. "Woof."
She rubbed my chest. "Good boy."
Maralea deadpanned, "I can coach Rick through the push-ups, the triangle, and the, uhm, snow angels, but I am not teaching him how to bark."
Sapphire and I laughed.
"And I'm not going to call them dust angels." Her tone was a little defensive.
I looked over at Maralea.
"Makes me think of dust devils," she said sheepishly.
"Mmm," Sapphire thought. "That would sound like whirling dervishes."
I said, pointedly, "I thought you were doing your homework."
She grinned lopsidedly. "Maybe I'm learning something, too."
"I really appreciate your help with Rick," Sapphire grinned back.
"Me, too," I added.
Maralea blinked and nodded.
Sapphire looked over at Ivette. "Thoughts?"
Ivette smiled and shook her head. "Looking good."
"Sit-ups or leg lifts next?"
Ivette shrugged. "You pick."
"Mmm. Okay, Joey, bring your knees up, together, with your feet on the floor."
"More triangles." I brought my knees up.
Again, she positioned herself where our arms wouldn't bump into each other, and lay down on her back to do them with me.
She looked over at me. "Mmmmh, arms out for balance."
I spread my arms out.
"Let your knees kind of fall together over to your left." She showed me.
I let my knees lean to the left.
"Push them all the way over to the floor, if you can. Gently."
I leaned my knees farther over. "I think I see what the supporter is for."
"Holds things out of the way a little?"
"A little. Do I let my hip come up?"
"Right hip up a little is okay. Keep both shoulders on the floor, though."
I pushed my left knee to the floor, keeping my knees together.
"Good."
Maralea asked, "How do I tell if Rick needs to stop before his knees get to the floor?"
"Let him tell you," Sapphire replied.
"And tell him that pain doesn't get him points in this exercise?" I suggested.
Sapphire said, "Good idea."
Ivette said, "If an exercise causes him pain, stop him and wait until you can have Coach Michaels or me watch him do it."
"Okay," Maralea nodded.
Sapphire said. "We're going to get stiff backs lying here like this. This floor is a little cold."
"Protected from the heat of the sun," I muttered.
"i guess. Let's swing back to the right, and then do it three more times, left and right, and stop at the left."
She swung her legs together from side to side, keeping her knees together and bringing them gently down to touch the outside knee to the floor, and I copied her, stopping, as she did, with my knees over to the left.
"Okay, now we're going to open and close our legs, side to side. Bring just your right knee up and over to the right, bring it as close to the floor as you can, then bring your left knee over to close again with your right knee on the right."
She showed me, and I copied her. With her legs open, she got both her knees almost to the floor before she brought her left knee over to the right. I couldn't get my knees nearly as close to the floor with them both open like that.
Maralea commented, "That's pretty flexible, Joe."
"For a guy?"
"Lots of girls can't get much more than that."
Sapphire said, "Now let's go back to the left." She swung her left knee back over, then followed it with her right.
And I swung my knees back to the left, one leg at a time.
"Does your back hurt?"
"Nah."
"Your legs?"
"Huh uh."
"The supporter keeping things out of the way okay down there?"
"I wasn't going to mention it again, but, yeah, it helps. I'll warn Rick."
Maralea said, "And warn him that he shouldn't take it personal when I check with him about the supporter."
"Right."
Sapphire said, "Three more." And we both did three more, left and right, one leg at a time.
"We're going to bring both knees up together, in front." She did that, and I copied her, closing my knees together.
"And we're going to let them fall gently back to the sides." Again I copied what she was doing.
"Seven more times."
We both did seven more.
"Extend your legs, but don't let them turn out." She slid her feet down, keeping her toes pointing up, and I copied her.
"Point your toes down." She extended both feet toes down.
"Both." She nodded towards my feet, and I copied her.
"Flex your feet." She flexed her ankle, bringing her toes back up, and I did the same.
"Point." She paused. "Flex." Pause. "Point." Pause. "Flex." Pause. "Point." Pause. "Flex."
"Now left foot in point, right foot flexed, raise your left leg, keeping your lower leg parallel to the floor as you raise it." She raised her left leg, and I copied her, both of us bringing our thighs up to perpendicular to the floor, lower left legs parallel to the floor.
"Bring your knee to your chest."
I reached up with my hands to grab my knee, and she said. "Don't."
She sat up and took my hands and put them on my upper leg, just above my knee, directing my fingers into my knee pit. "If you want to pull to get a stretch in your thigh, pull on your upper leg, not on your knees or shins. Pulling on your knee or shin is going to put stress on your knee joint."
"Got it." I put my hands back on the floor and brought my knee close to my chest without using my hands, then put my hands back on my upper leg with my fingers in the knee pit like she showed me and pulled to get a stretch.
"Lightly," she warned. "No need to stress the bones and muscles just to get a stretch."
I eased up.
"Okay, I think you've got that. Flex your working foot."
"Left foot."
"Right."
"Right?" I gave her a pretend naive look.
"Quit that."
"Mmmfff." Maralea suppressed a laugh. I heard Ivette sigh.
I grinned and flexed my left foot.
Sapphire patted my abs and lay back down beside me, bringing her left leg back up. She flexed her left and said, "Bring your leg back down, keeping your lower leg straight. Push down with your heel."
She brought her leg down with her foot in flex, and I could see the energy she was putting into her heel. "Not too fast," she added.
I put my leg down the way she had, pushing down with my heel.
"Now do the right leg."
We did a total of four sets of that, then she said, "Bring your left leg up again like we just did, but, instead of pushing down with your heel, push that heel up over you."
She showed me, bringing her leg up to her chest, then flexing and pushing up with her heel to extend her leg above her body, perpendicular to the floor. I copied her.
"Let your knee bend, and then push up again with your heel, four times."
We both did that.
"Bring your knee back to your chest and push your heel down, wait, let me show you."
I stopped with my knee at my chest.
"Push down with your heel like before," she said as she pushed down, keeping her lower leg parallel to the floor.
"Then, when your leg is fully extended, heel just above the floor, point, and sweep your leg up in front of you, straight over your body." She pushed down with her heel in flex, pointed, and swept her leg in front of her to perpendicular with the floor.
I thought for a moment, then copied her. "That could be used in martial arts,"
"It can. Other leg."
We both repeated it with our right legs.
"Usually, I just do one of these with both legs and then do other leg lifts. But, for today, let's do three more of these, just like we just did."
Which we did.
"Okay." She sat up and set her hand on my stomach with just enough pressure to force me to breathe out.
"Oomph."
"Let's do some sit-ups."
I raised my hands to put them behind my neck, but she stopped me.
"Cross your wrists, hands on your chest above your breast." She guided my hands to cross at my wrists as she had said.
I blinked, and glanced at Maralea and then Ivette, neither of whom seemed to have anything to say, and I looked back to Sapphire questioningly.
"If you get your hands behind your neck you're likely to pull on your neck and cause stress damage to it."
"Oh."
"I guess I need to show you." She lay back down. "Frog position. See how my legs are turning out, and my knees are relaxed, not pressed to the floor?" Her knees were slightly off the floor, pointing out, and her heels were close together on the floor.
I sat up to get a better look. "It looks like a frog position to me."
"Can you see that I'm in a natural turnout?"
"Not sure what you mean."
She tapped high on her inner thighs with both hands, and I looked away. "It would be easier to see if I were in a leotard," she said. "But there's a natural turnout. Not forced. You're not looking."
"I'm not sure it would be easier to see if you were wearing a leotard," I complained, as I turned back to look.
"You can't see my muscles through these culottes."
"Uh, yeah."
Maralea said, "This may be a little unreasonable."
Almost at the same time, Ivette said, "Flex your ankle, Sapphire."
Sapphire blinked, our eyes connected, and she flexed her left ankle with her heel on the floor, causing her knee to rise at an angle towards her left. And I could see in my peripheral vision how her legs were turned out at the hips without having to look too close at a part of her body that i really did not want to look at, just then.
"Thanks. I see the turnout now." Something passed between us that we agreed without words would have to wait.
"Sorry," she said. The word was slightly husky "I guess I wasn't thinking."
Maralea said, "Thanks, Ivette. I've got a feeling I'm going to need that little, uhm, trick, too."
Sapphire and I broke eye contact, and I turned my head to look at Maralea and Ivette. "Workaround," I said. My voice was probably a little in the gravel. "I owe you one, Ivette. You, too, Maralea. Thanks."
Sapphire took a deep breath. "Ivette, Mara. Thanks. We both owe you both one."
And she sat up. "So, Joey. Give it a try."
I lay back and let my legs imitate the legs of a frog stretched out on its back. "I feel defenseless."
"I don't want to hear about it." She lay back down, letting her legs do the frog position, and crossed her wrists with her hands above her breasts.
I sat back up to watch.
She rolled her upper body off the floor, starting with her head and shoulders and curving her back, until her lower back was off the floor. Then she straightened her back starting from her lower back going up.
Then she let her lower back roll back down, starting from her lower back, as if her body were a rope being laid out on the floor.
She turned to me. "Okay?"
"Maybe." I lay back on the floor and she got up and put one hand underneath the back of my head and the other under my neck at the base of my skull, but did not lift.
"What you want to do is roll your spine up."
"Mmm, that sounds painful?"
"One vertebra at a time, starting at the base of your skull. Your head should come up, but not far enough to stress your neck." She touched the top of my spine. "Then your shoulders should begin to come up with the next vertebra. One at a time."
I lifted my head, and she touched the next vertebra down, and I lifted that.
"Not too much stress." She touched the next vertebra down keeping the other hand under my head. "You're not trying to roll yourself up in a tight ball, just an easy curve that suggests a roll."
I lifted and tried to envision the easy curve, and she touched the next spine, and we continued until my sacroiliac was off the floor.
"Now think of unrolling your spine starting from your hips and going to your shoulders. Think with your muscles and your bones."
I thought about it for a second or two, then unrolled my spine from my sacroiliac up, until my upper body was perpendicular to the floor. And I stopped to breathe.
"Looks good. Now we are going to get you back down. But you aren't going to roll down from your shoulders and then unroll onto the floor."
"Rolling, letting my back drop, and immediately unrolling, starting from my lower back?"
"Unroll from your hips, but unroll each vertebra back onto the floor one at a time."
"Kind of like a rope against the floor."
She nodded. "It's a good image." She put her hand on the base of my spine.
I thought about the rope and then tried it, with her hand leading my spine back down one vertebra at a time.
"Slow down, careful not to slam your head on the floor."
I slowed down, and she put her hand under my head as it came down.
"Not bad, but not real good. Your head hit my hand too hard. My hand won't usually be there, of course, and if you let your head hit the floor, it's not going to be good for your brain. Let's try it again."
I tried it again, this time with less lead from Sapphire.
"Okay. Be a bit more careful with your head, and see how many you can do."
I did another.
"Slow down. And be more careful to hold your momentum up before you get to your head." She thought a moment "Don't even put your head down."
I did another, a little slower, stopping before my head touched her hand.
"That's good. One more."
She took her hands away, and I did one more, this time keeping my head from hitting the floor without her help.
"Okay, dust angels. With your legs, too, this time, since we're face up. Four."
I complied.
"How many situps do you think you can do like this?"
"With the dust angels every four situps?"
"Dust angels at the end."
"I dunno. Ten? Twenty?"
"Let's see."
I did thirty, and then she had me do four more dust angels.
She looked at Ivette.
"Are we in overtime now?"
"Nope, but now would be a good point to stop for the day."
After a little discussion of what we'd gone through, Ivette headed home.
"Can I borrow a sink to wash my face?"
"My dust angel is dusty?" I teased.
Sapphire gave me an eyeroll. "You probably need to wash your face, too. And change back to street clothes."
"Street clothes? OC doesn't really have a dress code."
She gave me a stern look.
"Okay, I'll change. The bathroom on this side of the house is in this hall, between Annabelle's room and mine." I pointed out the door to her.
"You can change while I wash my face?"
"That would be efficient use of time."
She poked me in the ribs.
"Towels are in the closet behind the door." We both peered around the bathroom door at the closet door. "You'll have to close this door to open the closet door, though. Take your pick of towels."
"Okay." She shooed me away. She cleaned up quickly while I changed, then joined Maralea in the kitchen to help Mom with dinner while I cleaned up.
After I washed my face, I headed out to collect subscriptions.
At the first customer's house, a woman came to the door.
"Hi, Joe. Thanks for taking time away from your girlfriend," she said.
"No prob."
"Good looking girl," her husband commented from behind her. What was it, still two seventy-five?"
"Hasn't gone up again yet."
"Gotta keep up with inflation. She's a cheerleader?" He brought the money to the door.
"Cheer dance," the wife said. "Right?"
"Yeah. I'm learning a lot." I wrote out their receipt and tore it off, trading it for the bills and coins. "I hope we're not bothering anyone with our practice."
"Heaven forbid anyone should complain," she replied.
They both grinned.
"Thanks."
We said good night, and their neighbor hailed me as I went to get on my bike. So I collected from the neighbor, as well. He commented on my new girlfriend, too.
The other customer was an elderly lady on another street.
"I don't like your new girlfriend," she said sternly as she handed me her check.
"Uh, ..." I filled out her receipt.
She smiled. "I'm going to lose my favorite paperboy. You're growing up." She laughed.
I laughed, too. "Thanks. I'll still be here for a while, though."
"You do what's right for you."
I was hailed by two more customers, and made two more collections. Both commented on my new girlfriend.
When I got back, I put my collection bag and receipt book away, washed my hands, and went into the kitchen.
"Twenty minutes. Sorry. Three more customers wanted to pay tonight. At this rate, I probably could have finished the month's collections tonight."
Sapphire was stirring a pot at the stove. She looked back at me with a worried expression. "You needed to collect more tonight?"
Maralea looked up from where she was slicing squash. She also had a concerned expression.
"With these five, I have enough to pay for September's papers. There's ten or so left to collect. Deadline Monday. I'll be fine."
Mom was standing with them. She grinned. "I feel spoiled tonight. I don't have anything to do."
"I'll get out the bowls," I said and turned for the cupboard.
Annabelle came in behind me and said, "That's my job tonight." She started getting dishes out. "Linda Lee and Dad will be late, so we only need five places. If we don't mind squeezing together, we don't need to move the table out."
Sapphire bit her lip and looked at Maralea.
Maralea looked at the table. "Squeezing together probably wouldn't hurt anyone."
I went over to the stove. "Smells good. A little different from Mom's. You've modified one of Mom's stews?"
Sapphire replied, "Maralea and I made a couple of suggestions."
"I always appreciate suggestions," Mom said with a grin.
"Can I stir?" I asked.
"No." Sapphire's tone was firm.
Maralea picked up the plate full of squash and I moved out of the way so she and Sapphire could put it in the stew. Sapphire stirred once with all the squash in, put the lid on, counted to ten, and cut the flame.
I got into the fridge and got out milk. I also got out a couple of apples. "I can chop some apples if Maralea will let me use that plate.
She handed me the plate and the knife, and held her hand out for the milk. We traded, and she took the milk to the table while I rinsed the plate off and got busy with the apples.
Sapphire and Maralea and Mom chatted while I cut.
When we sat down, Mom said, "Joe, you're the priesthood tonight."
Sapphire gave me a puzzled look. She was sitting beside me at the north end of the table.
"Mom, you're the Mom."
"And I'm asking you to be the priesthood."
"Well, I said the blessing last night as I recall." I looked over at Maralea, who shrugged, then at Annabelle and Mom.
Mom said, "Your call."
I thought a minute. "Well, I'd ask Sapphire, but I'm not sure she'd feel comfortable with it. And I don't feel like putting Maralea on the spot, --"
Maralea said, "You wouldn't be putting me on the spot, and I can explain to Sapphire after."
"Well, in that case, Maralea, would you mind being voice tonight?"
She offered the blessing fairly simply, then turned to Sapphire and said, "We don't have any set prayer for grace."
"I noticed. It's just like telling God thank you, and then asking for the food and the people to be blessed?"
"Right. It may seem a little random, but we kind of try to listen to the Spirit, and say what we feel directed to say."
"That's a very nice explanation," I said.
"What did your mom mean about you being the priesthood, Joey?"
"Personification, conflating priesthood with those who are ordained to it."
She gave me a blank look. "Priesthood? You're ordained?"
Annabelle said, "We ordain young men to the priesthood at twelve."
Maralea added, "If they are worthy."
"But Dad's in charge when he's home," I elucidated. "And Mom thinks, since I'm a priest and she hasn't been ordained to anything, that my priesthood trumps hers for things like calling on prayers. But I think Mom doesn't need to be ordained to exercise the priesthood."
Mom said, "Mmmmaybe it's more like, I may be vice president of the home, but, as vice president, when Dad isn't here, I can ask you to conduct on my behalf."
Maralea looked at Mom and me and Annabelle. "Sister Reeves, did you and Joe just debate doctrine?"
Annabelle said, "They did."
I said, "We could start digging in and passing the food around. It was not a debate. It was a short discussion of how doctrine applies. Mom corrected my understanding."
Sapphire's eyes widened.
Mom said, "Maralea, could you dish yourself some stew and pass it around?"
"Sure." Maralea reached for the pot and the ladle and served herself.
I gave Sapphire the plate of apples and she helped herself to a couple of slices, and the food got passed around.
"Seems like everyone on my route has noticed you, Phi."
"Oh?" She ladled herself some stew.
"At least, all five of the customers I collected from tonight commented on, and complimented, my new girlfriend. You're very popular around here, already." I gave her a grin.
She looked at me with a perplexed smile, then raised the pot questioningly. i indicated the other direction, and she handed it to Mom.
Maralea handed Sapphire the bread. "In my house," she said, "the guys always run things when they are around. If Dad isn't home, Tom decides who asks the blessing, because he's a deacon. Different families do some things differently."
Sapphire nodded as she got her bread. "So are all the boys ordained in your church?"
She handed me the bread.
"Guys twelve or older who are worthy," Maralea answered.
I get myself a couple of slices and twisted the mouth of the bag under what remained of the loaf, and set it down.
"Worthy?" Sapphire thought about it. "So, Joey, if we kissed, would that make you not worthy?"
"Just kissing, probably not a problem. Depends on what we did after that," I answered. "If we started making out, that would take us both away from the Holy Spirit."
"So you have to feel holy to be worthy?"
"Feeling holier than other people is actually an indication that one is not worthy," Annabelle commented.
Sapphire's forehead crinkled between her eyebrows. She glanced at Maralea, who was busy eating and missed the unspoken question.
She turned to me. "How do you know you're worthy? Is there some sort of test?"
"You're my test," I replied without thinking.
Her face fell and her mouth dropped open slightly, and my conscience pinged me.
"Uhh, bad joke." I laughed a little lamely. "Everyday life is our test. We answer to God. And I did not mean that you are tempting me."
Sapphire blinked and her lower lip tightened. Again, my conscience pinged me.
"Not tempting in a bad way, anyway."
Maralea spoke up. "Joe, you're just digging yourself in deeper. No tests, Sapphire. We talk things over with the Bishop, and the Bishop decides whether we are worthy or not."
Sapphire put her spoon down and looked a little uncomfortable.
I said, "The bishop interviews us in private, so nobody can tease us about our answers. He asks us whether we believe in God and Jesus, whether we support the work of the Gospel and the Church, whether we are following certain important commandments as we understand them, and whether there is anything we are doing in our daily lives that would take us away from the Holy Spirit of God. If our answers indicate that we are doing our best to live the teachings of Jesus, that's what he bases his decision on -- that and inspiration from the Holy Spirit. And he has to keep worthy, too, so that he can receive the necessary inspiration."
Sapphire tried to absorb all that. "What if the bishop doesn't like a member or something?"
Mom said, "If the bishop has ill feelings towards a member of the ward -- the congregation, he must get on his knees and pray for the bad feelings to go away before he can interview that person. That's part of his worthiness."
"So, Bishop Kirk decides if you're worthy, Joey?"
"Bishop Kirk is bishop of the other ward. Bishop Fermat is our bishop."
"Vermeil Fermat? My dad works with him."
"At Phillips. That's him."
"I've met him. He's a good person."
"He is," Maralea responded.
We talked kind of randomly about church and school and other things while we ate.
When we were done and dishes were washed and put away, it was time to go, and Sapphire, Maralea, and I grabbed our books and went out to the truck.
I opened the door for Sapphire and Maralea and Sapphire looked at the bench seat.
"Not bucket seats." Sapphire grinned and climbed in, and slid over to the middle.
"Bucket seats would be awkward. I'd have to sit in your lap." Maralea climbed in after. I closed the door behind her and went around and climbed in the driver's side.
"Automatic." Sapphire was looking at the hump of the transmission/drive shaft in the floor beneath her. "No shifter for my knees to bump into." She looked at the shift lever on the steering column, and then under the steering wheel. "Where does it show if you're in drive or low or reverse?"
"It's manual. H pattern shifting, three on the column." I put the key in the ignition switch, put my right foot on the brake pedal, clutched with my left foot, and shifted with my right hand into neutral.
She gave the shifter and the transmission hump a small regretful frown while I cranked the engine.
The engine caught immediately, and its almost brand-new straight-six 300 cubes rumbled into life.
"No radio?" Sapphire asked.
"Just us singing if you want music. We didn't have a radio installed."
Maralea gave Sapphire a nudge from the other side and Sapphire scooted a little closer to me.
"Sorry. My elbow's going to be in your face."
"I can dodge. Want me to shift?"
"Do you drive a manual transmission?"
"I can shift."
We challenged each other with our eyes.
"Okay, I need to be in reverse to back us a little away from the curb." I pushed the clutch peddle down to release the clutch.
She put her hand on the lever and thought, and gave me a sweet smile.
"Towards me and up." I motioned with my finger.
She moved the lever into position, and checked my mirrors and the blind spot before I lifted my left foot to engage the clutch to move the truck away from the curb.
"This is awkward." I clutched again. "First is down from reverse."
She moved the lever and I let the clutch out and the truck moved forward smoothly enough.
I reached over her shoulder with the hand that was freed from shifting, and she leaned against me.
"Second. Towards the dash and up." I clutched and she shifted. The timing wasn't quite right and the truck bucked a little, so I had to clutch twice. "We'll get this."
"Careful, guys," Maralea warned.
Sapphire and I managed to get the timing down, and we drove to OC.
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